TERRY

2010-05-23T00:44:00.004+08:00

The dead of midnight is the noon of thought.

Just finished watching internal affairs 3. Honestly speaking, I don't really understand the show. It's kind of complicated....It sets me thinking deeply. Sometimes I really think that our brain is a very complex thing. If given a chance I might want to try out psychology. I really want to know what sets my brain thinking.

These few weeks have been really tiring,stressful and demanding. After all, poly life is not as fun as I thought. In fact, it's more stressful then I thought. Projects and the weekly tutorials is a chore. Perhaps I'm just not used to it. My friends seem to be coping well. The preview before our actual presentation has been robust and direct. Lecturers are not going to spoon feed you and you will have to do a lot of independant learning and research. All I got is:"out of point, pls redo".

It's just only the 5th week and I could barely cope with it. How are things going to be like in the 2nd year or third year itself? Will things get better or worsen? Have been sleeping late for the past one week. Packed with driving practical and CCA. Thoughts have been running through my mind about the reality in life. I once heard of a descripition called the rat race. It's talking about human being trapped in a cycle. It's like a hamster in the running cycle or whatever you call it. We have been trapped in the cycle of a series of happenings. You go to kindergarden, primary school, secondary school and then polytechnic. And it goes on......The higher you climb or the longer you walk, the more you are afraid to stop. I think they call it the status quo, it's the relutancy to change the state of affairs without good reasons. It caused by the fear of losing. When I went into ITE, i aimed to top the cohort so that i could get into poly to do the course that i wanted. I did it and I'm in poly now. I thought that when i got into poly, i could slack down. But the fact is that I couldn't slow down when everybody are moving fast. You will have to follow the pace. Maybe I am just thinking way too far but I asked myself where is the stop line for me. I always used this scenario to describe. After you have completed a 2.4km run and thought you could have a rest, they tell you: "hey, you will have to run another 4.8km." It will be devastating. So hopefully I didn't take the wrong path. I will continue walking and see where it will lead me to.

Sounds abit emotional..But the fact is these are cold hard facts. I have been reflecting on this issue lately. If only i have the chance to speak to somebody who is really sucessful in what they are doing. I will ask them is all the sacrifices worth it?

2010-04-21T00:55:00.002+08:00

Midnight Thoughts

I'm suffering from insomina again. Always having difficulty turing in early. Probably I'm having too much thoughts in my head. Thinking about what's really good for my future and the path that I'm taking. Will it really bring me the things I want in life after I completed my studies. I used to be very entrepreneurial in the past. I have changed a lot since few months back. Previously studying wasn't that important to me but now I have a total different set of thinking. So is this a better change in me?

Only Time will lead me to an answer....Today one of my lecturer actually shared with us some of her worst happenings when she was in the private sector. She assured us that if we want to make big bucks, we are in the right course. She told us that some of the bankers who works in the larger bank can earn an annual bonus of $1.2million excluding their yearly remunuration. That's a lot of money and it's most possible in the banking sector. But as usual there ought to be sacrifices to be made. Like time and health. She told us about an incident where by one of the dealer who suffered from an heart attack, collasped and died on his working desk. And best of all you have to be on stand-by 24/7, even on a sunday night. Everything as usual is fair and square, everytime you gain something, you will lose something.....So what are we willing to give up in exchange to be rich?

2010-04-19T21:32:00.003+08:00

School begins..........

Morning came, woke up at 6am and proceed to school. Pretty nervous and excited to see how do my new classmates look like. Reached school at 7.30pm and took like half an hour to find my way to the class. Singapore polytechnic is like so BIIG..........
First to reach the class, classmates came later on. At first i was worried that they are all nerds, but turn out to be alright. All of them are warm and outgoing. It's a fun class and we will be playing basketball together tomorrow.

Polytechic is so stressful.....Is like so competitive, my classmate asked me out for revision and it's like only the first day. And everyting is like so tedious, from registation to configuration of laptop to getting my Ez link card done. Hopefully everything will settle down and i will adapt to poly life.

Anyway yesterday fishing trip was so exciting and rewarding. We landed quite a number of fishes and best of all, everybody caught a fish except for Eben. As usual everytime the more experience one will either land a fish later then the newbies or land nothing. Is a curse? Sometimes, things just can't be explained. Anyway guys thank you for making this trip such a sucess, especially gabriel for not flying areoplane again. Hope you guys enjoyed the trip and we shall start our brand new life. Meet up again on graduation day, please be present.............

2010-04-03T20:14:00.002+08:00

SINGAPORE POLY I'M COMING..........

Final results is out, I'm in singapore polytechnic. Monday have to go collect the enrollment package. Have to take off on monday as it's compulsory. Anyway I have two of my ex-classmate tagging along with me. Regina and veronica are coming with me....

These few days sales have been quite constant. Hitting my target for the past week, hopefully I can maintain it till the middle of the month for a fat pay check. Monday have to take off, feeling so reluctant. And the mail I received, stated that thursday is the registration day so I might have to take off again. I just don't want to get distracted.

POlY begins on the 19th of april, lots and lots of things to be done and bought. New clothes, new shoes, new bag and hopefully a new image. Got to prepare my things, heading out to town....Lights out.

2010-03-31T21:37:00.002+08:00

RESULT'S OUT!

I didn't know that the results will be out today. Expected it to be tomorrow. Luckily Sam informed me. I think I was pretty nervous so I woke up a number of times yesterday night. Finally morning came and the first thing I did was to take a shower and logged into ITE portal. Guess what............. I got GPA 4 again. I was thrilled and I just couldn't believe my eyes so I logged out and logged in again to double check. HAHA...

Tomorrow I will know which poly I will be going.

15 more days to freedom, 13 more days of work, 59 more sets to hit my commission and 92 more sets to hit extra commission.

Motivations:Fishing trip on 19th
:Poly semester begins

Coming together is a beginning, staying together is a progress and working together is a success.

2010-03-22T21:37:00.002+08:00

Monday blues

Today woke up early, went to work as usual. 25 more days to go... Work, work and work. First time that I commit myself to a full time Job. This holiday is fully utilised. Every single day well spent.

Some of the dates that I'm looking forward..............
-1/4/10
Release of ITE results

-18/4/10
Off-shore fishing trip

-19/4/10
Polylife begins....

Sleep early, wake up early.

2010-03-19T22:21:00.002+08:00

Tiring but Rewarding

These few days I have been so obedient, going to bed as early as 9.30pm. It feels really really great to sleep early and wake up early. No more outbreaks... I have never been having such a normal and healthy lifestyle. Three more weeks for my full time job.

My only motivation now is the upcoming off shore fishing on 18 april, that's what keeps me moving on.

By the way finally received the photos taken in SIMEI ITE for the last time.

Well early night again.........NIGHTS EARTHINGS...

2010-03-16T22:30:00.004+08:00

My blog look kind of boring without any photos. Updated some photos from the most recent outing.

2010-03-10T03:23:00.002+08:00

TOUGH TIME DON"T LAST, TOUGH MAN DO

Exams is finally over and it's holiday!
After 2 years of waiting, my ITE's journey have come to an end. I'm feeling so relaxed and happy. It's like a big big burden unloaded. These few weeks have been so stressful, studying and studying. My mind for the past few weeks were filled with AA2 format, aduiting theories and it's now finally a blank piece of paper.

I just can't believe that today is the last day that I will be in school, last day that I will be wearing a school uniform and last day that I will be seeing my beloved teachers and friends. I will miss the days....Smoking at the toliet, playing dai dee in cafe 1 and playing basketball during S&W. Happy moments are always short. But it's ok we still can meet out often and there will be an offshore trip so hopefully you guys won't be flying areoplane.

It's a long holiday so I shall chill for a few days and start job huntingreal soon . There are a lot of things on my list to be bought and driving lessons too. Hopefully everything will be just in place. Goodbye SIMEI ITE, QR, Classmates and teachers!!!

2010-02-24T21:31:00.002+08:00

Times flies....In a blink of an eye, christmas, new year, chinese new year have past and in another 13 more days to be exact, I will be graduating.

I have mixed feelings. Feeling sad having to leave all my buddies and close friends in ITE, some will be going to polytechnic, some enlisting army while the rest will be entering the work force. On the other hand feeling really excited for poly life. I have been waiting for this day since the first day i enter poly. After two years, I glad to say i didn't let myself down.

Anyway I have already sent in my poly application form applying for banking and finance in Singapore Polytechnic. Hopefully I can get in and in another three tough years ahead. Having to make time for work, play and study.

Going to shower and off to study for my upcoming exams. CHIONG!!!

2009-10-21T00:28:00.002+08:00

GYMING IS BACK

I have been meeting leslie and justin almost everyday. We went rounding almost everyday. Mount faber, labourdor park, bedok jetty, devil's bend, seletar dam, farmway for pond fishing and all around Singapore hunting for good food. I enjoyed spending sometime with my friends but have been coming back home late recently, overslept and took a cab to school the following day.

We went gyming today. I have made up my mind to pump up my body again. This time round with supplement to help me buff up even more faster. I have been eating more and gyming more often. I tried to quit two of my worst habits, gambling and smoking. Gambling considered making improvements, no majiong and poker game for the past two weeks. But smoking, I failed.. It's so difficult to control my urge to smoke. Especially with most of my close friends being heavy smoker and when it comes to fishing or slacking, it's so hard to resist man. Guess I'm hooked up. I'm currently smoking 7 sticks a day, trying to reduce to 5 sticks a day.

Coming weeks got to be tedious with all the driving practical and btt test. Have to come up with a shedule to plan my gym training. So motivated to get back my body! And hopefully all the training can help me gradually cut down my smoking. Leslie and Justin will be training with me too. It really make u feel more refresh after all the gyming and it really feels good.

Friday we might be going to JB to celebrate justin's Birthday. I miss loklok. Gtg.. Movies time!

2009-10-07T20:06:00.002+08:00

I went to CMPB for the health check for enlisting purposes. I'm in pes A...Looks like things are going to be tough in years to come. Luckily I still have a second check up after my polytechnic studies. After everything went home to change and headed to changi village with eben for fishing. We went to kelong walk which is around 20 minutes walk from changi ferry terminal. It feels so relaxing fishing and playing poker at the same time. Not until it started to rain we took shelter at cheers while we had some refreshments and we cabbed home later since the rain did not stop. I supposed we called quite a lot of people but ended up only Leroy turned up. The rest flew areoplane...Anyway I'm used to it, it is the characteristic of my clique of friends.

Recently I did a book keeping of my own spenting and I found out an astonishing truth. I actually spent $1048 for a month with no income flowing in. I'm quite stunned by the amount that i spent. For the past years i had not been keeping a record on how much i spent but I have been very curious to know. Details: 40% attributed to my bad habits which is ciggrettes and my gambling expenses, 15% on miscellaneous, 10% on tansportation and 35% on food. Looks like i have to do something to change the bad habits of mine. I never thought that I will spent so much money on gambling and I always thought I spent most of my money on food. I'm trying to managed my own finance and I will be very glad if I can really cut down my expenses.

I am going to check the 4d results now, shower and head to town to meet sam and friends for a good movie. NIGHTS

2009-10-02T01:02:00.004+08:00

RESULTS OUT

Yesterday night i was quite disturbed by the releasing of results the following day. In order to prevent my imagination from running wild, i forced myself to sleep early. Morning arrived and i woke up shortly after 8am and I switched on my laptop and logged in to the ITE's website. I supposed i was quite scared to face reality if i didn't make it. Instead of worrying, i decided that i will just login and check my results. I was thinking I still have to go to work later and i might be distracted. Worries gets me nowhere isn't it? So i checked.... The first row was the most critical one as I did not do so well for my advance accounting. And i saw an A and the following rows was A too. I was so jubilant. I made it. By the way don't misunderstand I'm not trying to be proud. But the feeling is just so great and I was so close to losing my dreams. Two days before the results was being release, i felt so terrible. The past few week I had almost forgotton about my yet- to release results. I was so busy with activities and work.

Today everything seems to be so pleasant, like my mood. Work was as usual but I ended the day slightly different. Instead of heading home earlier, I met chris at pasir ris and we had a contending dinner and a few rounds of number balls before heading home. And it's already 1.13am.....Last two days of work, hope everything will run smoothly and will be looking forward for the coming saturday ubin dinner trip and night fishing at changi. Good night earthlings!

2009-09-27T05:12:00.003+08:00

Today supposedly i should meet sam for his birthday celebration but i didn't go. I went to attend to some of my stuff. They went clubbing anyway, I don't really enjoy clubbing. By the way hope you will not be upset. Anyway happy birthday sam!

Had a long day, went working, some special mission with eben and caught a movie (Phobia 2). It had been so long, since i watched a movie which was my favourite past time hobby. I spent my holiday more fruitfully by helping out with eben's father business. Anyway his dad is running a landscape business. To simplify it is to maintain the landscape (flowers, grasses, plants, trees and etc) mainly in private estate or condomindium. Just got my pay today. GREAT!

These few weeks other than work, i set aside some time to play majiong with my few majiong kaki, steamboat gathering with my classmates, poker session with ashley and friends and also some freshwater fishing and an offshore trip. AWESOME! I feel good being able to maintain work and play. At least i don't feel like i'm a bum doing nothing other than the everyday's usual gambling.

Until now i'm still thinking of my results, how do i fare? Did i maintain a 4? I'm so worried man. If i drop my GPA, seriouslly i will be damn sad. Thinking back after all nothing is so secure, i got 4 for the last two semester but just because of a paper it might bring me to my downfall. My dreams of maintaining a GPA4, COM holder and might even lose the chance of getting into a good poly and the course that i want to enter. Results will be release either this coming week or the following week. FASTER! i just can't wait.....I need an answer badly.

i recently got very vexed over the course to take in poly. Should i take up civil engineering or accountancy? I had a talk with my dad, asking him for advice. He asked me to pick something that i prefer. He's like not answering the question. These are just some of my views: I wanted to take accountancy because i think there's prospect in term of Job scope and the pay. Most importantly it is relevant and a very important element in the "thing" that i plan to do in the future. To set up my own business. But i'm still not very sure what accountancy is like in poly, university and futher studies. I don't know if it will suit me and i don't want to have any regret. Engineering..I somehow got influence by my dad because of his occupation as an engineer and was he doing well at a point of time. And i believe that he will be able to guide me along and teach me the things that he know in the trade. But i'm neither a good art student nor good DnT student. I don't think i will excel in this trade as i don't have the fundamentals. But it's just my hope that to take over my dad's business and helped him to develop and expand.

I'm tired........Turning in at 5.45am...

2009-09-11T04:08:00.002+08:00

Tingle of regrets

It had been so long since i last logged in to my friendster, MSN and facebook account. This few days were crazy. Study, studying and studied.... Just finished with my exams yestterday, a sigh of relieve but i'm still feeling stress and pessimistic of my results. I was quite confident of my first two papers but the last paper was a flop. This could be a mark of an end to my 4 pointer. i badly wanted to maintain it but i think i did real bad this time round due to my lack of practise. I have been concentrating too much on my first paper and playing too much nowadays. Past few days is like hell, sleeping as early as 8pm and waking up in the middle of the night to study. I have been sleeping for like 5-6hours a day for the past few days. And my biggest weakness is that i cannot perform well if i didn't have enough sleep, i must sleep for a least 8 to 10 hours day.

Well...the exams is already over i'm supposed to relax but the image of a drop in my GPA keep surfacing up in my head and i'm feeling very disturbed. I looked back with a tingle of regret for not starting earlier. Too many poker games for the past few weeks before examination. I'm getting brought away by thing easily and i have lost my discipline. I just couldn't let go even until now, i called Miss chew around late afternoon asking her how much i will drop in my GPA if i got a grade B for my AA. She asked me why i'm always so pessimistic. She told me that everything is gonna be fine and said there's nothing to be done. She is a very good teacher when i always asked for help or advice, she never fails to help me. Apperciated that. But honestly speaking most of the teachers in ITE are generally good and more sincere. I doubt that things will still be the same it polytechnic.

I have been thinking of ways to set up a buiness of my own. I have been stagnant for too long since I stopped taking team for the door to door sales. And wei pang imported some electronic products for car uses and i went with him to a neighbourhood carpark to test the market. Sadly the response was poor and we might be going to shopping malls carpark for a second test. I'm already 18years old and i wanted to own a car of my own badly. I haven't even got my license. Need to buck up....Thinking of what to do for this holiday, something that is meaningful. I doubted i will be in the mood to fully enjoy this holiday until i get to see my results. I just couldn,t let go. PRAY hard for me guys that i will be able to maintain my results.

2009-08-05T19:09:00.006+08:00

What you reap is what you sow

I'm now grappling to improve on my english by watching more news and reading more books. Fabian also said that blogging will helps to improve. Hearing from him complaining how stressful polylife is made me a bit turned off. Previously, I thought polytechnic is not so stressful and i will be able to relax and to concentrate on my venture. My only worry is my language. I'm came from a neighbourhood school and chinese speaking family therefore I'm poor in my english. Often made the wrong pronunciation and my peers always had a good laugh. I'm just getting myself prepared for polylife. I want to pursue further studies in polytechnic majoring in tourism and hospitality. Sometime I am just wondering if i should put my studies aside and take a year of my time to venture into businesses and to gain my experiences upon completion of my ITE education. It has been a dilemma for me.

I aspire to become a business man setting up my own business and to earn my first pot of gold. I would want to use the first bucket of gold to make investments in shares and forex. Recently I have actually developed a interest in investments as I believe that there is prospect in it. I somehow got my motivations from my teachers who have done pretty well in these line. Is not just about getting profit from it but is about enjoying the process. Since i can only start trading by the age of 21 and the only shares that I can buy now is the IPO(intitial public offerings), i have decided to start gaining more knowledge about these markets. I have started watching news more often trying to make it a habit of everyday life and analysing some financial reports. I'm very glad to be able to apply the things that i have learnt in school in real life scenario. Knowledge is nothing when you don,t apply it sounds true.

Today is kind of awkward to type in paragraphing style and using some vocabulary that I have recently learnt. But I'm trying on every aspect that I could to improve on myself. Things like struggling to wake up early, attending classes on time. Making changes is difficult and especially the bad habits but I guess every major move start from a small step. I guess i have made my first step today.

Meeting my guys at LFI, having grouping. Looks like is another late night out.

2009-05-22T20:12:00.002+08:00

I'm Finally 18!!!!
celebration with my brothers for the first night....
they bought cake for me and came down over to my hse...
leslie, justin and cher siong thanks man!!!
don forget wat we promise each other..............

On my b'day itself went chompchomp with my classmates.........
amanda, cheryl, kerner, jin han, ken, eben, ashley and eben's friend....
had a short dinner before heading to aljunied to meet my friends for another surprise....

went to company, supposed to have meeting ended up i was tricked by them...
meeting in a carpark, with cake and lots of ppl...
chester, jiang, jamie and wei pang thanks for the surprise..
STUNNED...darren, mandi and ming shun were there too....
apperciate what u have prepared for me and thanks for the present guys...
I LOVE IT!!!!

DREAM COME TRUE BEFORE CHRISTMAS FALLS(Youngest director)
btw thanks for celebrating with me guys....

2009-04-22T18:41:00.002+08:00

this few weeks have been quite busy wif a "new project"...
didn't have time to update my blog...
i am always wondering when i can finally get my licenses and car...
finally in a month's time is gonna be my b'day and i can register for my btt...
i have to start saving now....
paying for a car is not that easy...
suzuki swift-$50 000
start wif a cheaper car that is more affordable....
i gave myself another two month to fight for my target...
XIAO JI..............

2009-03-24T20:40:00.003+08:00

i'm so bored!!!
sometime tinking the human mind is indeed quite complicated
before i got myself a job, i was slackin everyday
everyday was like just majiong, eat and slp
i found it very meaningless and started job hunting
i finally got myself a part time job working as a telemarketer
workin every mon, wed and fri
but i'm getting tired of it...
donno why...
sometimes i'm just too indecisive..
i'm just thinking right now..........
when can i make it big????
i wanna drive and wanna be damn rich...
i'm just waiting for the CHANCE to come.....
i will bring my trusted friends together with me...
together we will be rich and one of the youngest few to be rich...
Just give me abit more time........
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

2009-03-19T00:36:00.003+08:00

JOB INTERVIEW
the past few days were exciting and fun..
we got ourself damn high and did alot of stupid things..
especially ashley???lol
and majiong is the essential thing in our class....
think we played around like 11 to 12 pots throught out the three days..
after chalet, cabbed to ashley hse to help him wif his majiong table...
reached hm, shower and meet up with jason for black pepper beef hor fun...
went down to raffles place for the interview...
we were damn high as there were alot of bunnies around....
wahaahhaha...
waited at the lobby for the guy to pick us up...
he reached, brought us up the building to his office...
we signed some documents and guess wat???
WE ARE HIRED!!!!
he told us that the pay is around 8 to 10 dollars/hr...
wow...i'm so jubilant...
he told us about wat to do and we tried out a few timess....
he brought us to a room and asked us to try calling the customers...
i'm like so nervous...
jason and the other gal had started calling...
i'm afraid that i'm might stutter on the pphone....
so i wrote down word by word on wat i wanna say...
finally my first call was made....
it's still ok la...
after a few attempt, it became much and much smoother.....
we are supposed to report to work this coming fridaY from 1 to 5pm...
GOODNITE

2009-03-15T17:06:00.003+08:00

2009-03-15T16:47:00.003+08:00

HAPPY B"DAY MELISSA
Ytd is a happy day.
spend my day out playing pool with chris
and at nite celebrating melissa b'day
we have with us jason, 2 melissa, delphine, monkey, choon heng, yibin, jeremy and two of melissa's friend
Nice meeting jeremy and both of melissa's friend..
we got along well..
we went to hong kong cafe for dinner...
after that drinking session at the mansion at boat quay...
guess wat??
i saw liting...
lol...
after a bottle of martell...
we decided to change to a different place...
Rnb clubbin will be wonderful...
i'm in the mood to club for the first time...
we went to another pub at bugis...
the atmosphere there wasn't that good...
so went out of the club...
started mass calling for friends workin in club
hoping that they can sneak us in...
nobody answered....
well....
looks like the day had come to a full stop...
cabbed backed hm with jason while the rest have their supper...
PICTURES UPDATED

NEW COMMITMENT

2009-01-09T16:18:00.003+08:00

I have commited myself to another activity.
I'm aldy so busy with so many things.
Anger's club
Treat's ice cream
Project work
Fishing activities
Catching up with my school work
and a new one
Basketball..........

I decide to join bishan dong together wif yong heng and eric...
It's not really rational to commit myself into another thing, lookin at my current situation...
School work is in a mess....
LOT and LOTS of catching up to do....
This whole week. didn't realli pay attention in class....
I'm still in a holiday mood.....
hopefully i do not get distracted further...
get to get myself out of all those temptation and distraction...
Oelse all my past efforts will go into the drain...
there goes my 4 pointer....

So many things to worry about...
My etp project work have to be done by next week....
going to malaysia wif chris to meet up the suppliers....
sunday might be going out wif my class....
hardly got time for myself....
Blogging is the only way for to vent my angers and somewhere for me to complaint....
ARRRR.....Stress ar....

That's just me...
crazy....
wanna take up alot of things..
even knowing i don have enough time...
my only and biggest worry is my studies....
hopefully nothing goes wrong....
everything turns out well...
last year to go....
got to prepare myself....
off to training....

BYE

2008-12-26T05:09:00.002+08:00

Christmas is over...
A year has past again...
time seems to really fly....
didn have time to blog....
this few weeks was working everyday...
my only activities were during the night time.....
watching movie at cine has somehow became part of my every weekend life.....
ahahaha.....singapore is really to small and boring for me....
i ran out of places to go during night time....
the whole town seems so dead after midnight during weekdays....
i promise myself to get richer....
every weekend i will fly to other countries so that i will never run out of activities...
didn receive any large christmas gifts....
other than sweets and chocolates...
ahahahaha....anyway i'm not a christian...so it's fine....
this few days i really spent $$$ like water....
as if i'm reallly earning so much every month....
this week i spent over like a few hundreds dollars on food and clothings.....HIGH hundreds...
is just too tempting to shop during festival seasons....
all the discounts and nice clothing...
didn really hesitate to buy and spent....
just wanna enjoy....
but is really abit too overboard...
everyday spending around like $50 on food....wat to do??three meals out....
sat going fishing with jerome....
gtg...
gd nite santa clausssssssss...............

2008-12-01T16:51:00.003+08:00

RELAXED
today finish skool early, come straight hm.....
everything in skool was gd...
roleplay preparation was so how done.....
IAC taught new chapter.....
tis week lost money on soccer....
:(
wonder isit luck or skills required...
hope i just won't lose focus to work and studies....
the last two things that's on my mind.....
hopefully nothing goes wrong.....
sometimes just reali don noe wat i want...
a moment i was crazy over basketball,
next was dragonboat and gyming,
then soccer betting now....
wondering wat's next????

soccer tips today....
think liverpool will win by one goal...
punters might wanna bet on the +1.5....(random)

2008-11-27T00:32:00.002+08:00

today is a bad day lost around $200......ya i noe yes i'm addicited....i have clicked 5 rounds for parlay, hopefully i can win man....can make back all the money i have lost....gambling is either win or lose....even thought i noe i'm gonna lose i will still bet......i just like the feelin, the excitement.....lol...my boss going overseas again....more burden on my back again....meaning i have to do the interviewing again......SUCKS MAN....but for the target that i have set...i have to do and i must do no matter wat....attended a motivational tok ytd....was somehow useful and affected me....i do agree.....without setting a goal in ur life is really unfufilling....days just goes by and u are so lost, didn noe where u r heading......
CURRENT GOALS
4 pointer tis semester
Earn back the money that i have lost in betting(hopefully tomolo)
My sales target at least 15 000(it will be perfect if it hit 18 000)

there's just so much so much things on my mind....wonder y my mind woulldn ran out of space to contain my thoughts.....???
tomolo hopefully i will be able to wake up on time for lla...my attendance getting real low...
tomolo have to work.....collect my shirt and pants.....buy leather shoes....

MY SLOGAN
SPENT $$$$$ before u learn how to make $$$$

i'm spending every single cent i have on me!!!!! WEE~

2008-11-17T21:38:00.002+08:00

CLICKING SPREE
i have been clicking regularly...
at least once a day...
tis few days, lady's luck wasn't on my side...
hahaha....parlay today...
Bless me wif luck.....
today skipped IAC after the exam was over...
the paper was ok....
fare pretty well....but didn realli noe how to do the last question...
feel abit uncomfortable....
i just think it's still not perfect.....
i wanted everything to be perfect...
but it's hard being a pecfectionist...
so stressed up.....
haven got time to accompany my friends tis few weeks and maybe even the weeks to come...
there's just so many plans in my head...
thought of custom making a long slevee shirt and pants??
FOR my cousin's wedding dinner....
just so mani to buy.....
demim jeans and lots of new T.....
new shoes.....
offshore fishing....
out to town wif friends....

2008-11-10T22:43:00.002+08:00

FORGOTTON MY PASSWORD
I didn blog for so long until i forgot my username and password....
hahaha....
update about recent lifestyle...
damn slack....
slp and eat....
everything was fine............
i'm done wif my BC presentation....
RELAX....
tis few day started soccer betting....
lost 400 dollars ytd...
feelin great~
lol....
my boss comin back soon....
nite life shall begins.....................
should i do some practise on IAC before slping...
next week test on trading, profit and loss....
hope i can cope wif it....
gd luck for me tonite..........

2008-10-28T20:40:00.002+08:00

LATE
today i was late for school...
this few weeks, i found it so hard to wake up on time...
8am was just to0o early...
reached skool, met up wif teddy han...
after alvin wong lesson, went to cheryl hse play majiong....
3hrs break...
took a cab down, yet lost 12dollars then took a cab back...
wat a joke???
Cheryl and ebenzer as usual the late gamer.....
me and teddy han lost....
ate alot of snack bought from a shop at cheryl's void deck...
fish burger, fries and oreo ice blended...
just reached hm, haven had dinner...
i have just finished calling all the anglers club members to notify them about upcoming friday's meeting....
i spoke in english, no one recognise my voice except for teddy han.....
STUPID!!!!
wahahahahaha

2008-10-25T02:00:00.000+08:00

finally have abit of time to post...
This few days i'm just so fuckin STRESSED...
Seriously....
so busy that i don even have time to eat or even shit...
lol...
i having been juggling wif my work and skool work...
i'm starting to screw up everything..
didn do hw...
late for skool...
missed so many weeks of gym...
my vision to get 4pointers seems to be gettin further...
can u believe i'm actually workin and postin at the same time..
GTG
hope things will just get better...

2008-10-20T22:50:00.003+08:00

just ate a box of fried rice packed hm by my mum from a hotel.
i cant believe i actually finished it.
i just ate dinner like 2hrs ago..
HORRIBLE
i becoming fatter and fatter..
today only run 2.4km
aldy feel like dying aldy..
cant believe i had became so WEAK
slackin nowadays..
i'm just too lazy for anything.
i have not been to the gym for like two weeks.
not swimming.
tink i mixed too much wif ashley..
i will become burden number 2 soon..
WAHAHAHAHA
hope i will be more discipline.
and my studies will not be neglected..
GOODNITES

2008-10-16T00:07:00.005+08:00

2008-10-15T18:22:00.002+08:00

HAPPY B"DAY HEIDI

The first day of school went quite smoothly, except that there accountin hw.....oh man....Can u believe this??the first day of school.....

For today, we signed up for our anglers club which was created by Jerome...
Stunning....quite a few gals joined....
i'm very happy cuz most of my classmate joined.....
For our first club activity will be prawn fishin on 15 nov at puggol marina....
Interested party, pls ask QC ppl for more details....
LIMITED SPACE ONLY.......
advertising sia....wahahahhahhaa

One more thing, we are still stressing over our ETP group members....we have yet to form a grp till now.....due to many ppl in a grp.....is such a headache....all of u are my friends......how am i gonna choose......HELP!!!!

BTW i finally got the fishin pics from finn......as in most of the photos....do take a look at our pics.....we did enjoyed!!!!

i'm leaving hse to meet heidi they all after i post the pics....
SEE YA

2008-10-11T17:49:00.005+08:00

tis few days i have been spending my nites over at my aunty funeral wake.
three night straight in a row.
i have not been hitting the gym and swimming tis few days,
i'm feelin so uncomforttable
when scchool reopens,
i shall stick on to a shedule
two more days to school reopens
i suppose to feel sad
but i'm not
i'm kinda of happy
misses skool life..............
i will be able to see my school mates again...
i have to go shower and head down to my aunty funeral now..
SEEE YA

2008-10-07T21:34:00.003+08:00

DREAMS COME TRUE

after lots and lots of planning and changing of ppl, we got only 9 ppl on board the boat. these few days is very frustrated by ppl who put areoplanes. some say too X, father don let him go, others confirm aldy never come. at last me, kerner, vin, ken, ashkey, jin han, kat, finn and last but not least our benefactor yappy...this trip is supposedly an class outing, we couldn get enough ppl so yap tagged along. anyway u also aldy considered member of QC..wahahaha..btw thanks yap....

ytd me, ashley and jin han tonned at kerner hse just in case we couldn wake up on time...AS usual..we had fun play computer games, poker and some ghost stories...lol...
PONTIANAK
kerner say there's pontianak below a bridge near his hse..
we have to cross the bridge in order to get to his hse.
ERRIE
aftermath morning came, we actually wanted to shower but was abit scared...yayaya i noe...we are guys...well....but we are still humans...LOL

after showering and preparing, we set off to pasir ris mrt to meet kat, yap, finn and ah ken, bought abit of food and drinks, bused down to punngol then cabbed down to punngol marina to meet vin...we reached the boat, every was fine but one thing was not....
VIN was late....(just a few minutes)

PLENTY OF FISHES(pics to be posted as soon as finn and vin send me)

NIGHT FALLS

backed to the jetty after shooting a group photo, went to take the shuttle bus...
DAMN
the bus say no raw fishes allowed....
wat's wrong wif fishes????
well.......we strolled slowly to punggol mrt...the was like damn damn far...
WORST still one smart aleck bring us to a short cut where we have to cut through forest...
lol...we back track, was damn exhausted so waited for bus 81 at the first bus we finally saw after a long long stroll.....

I was wandering if u all did enjoyed this fishin trip??? i realli hope everybody did have fun.......
SENTOSA TOMOLO

and..........................
I'm very sleepy...............
just wanted to say..................
................................................................GOOD NITES..................................................................

2008-10-05T20:38:00.002+08:00

wooohh rayyyyyyyyy!!!

After much effort, trying to get my teachers to change my student portal password, i got it done at last by calling the skool up.

Logged in took a peep at the result slip, got all As and GPA 4.

i'm so freckin happy, going to party.

went to melissa hse to play majiong, after one round of majiong left for cineleisure for my pay slip.

FINALLY

my payslip was like so pathetic...............

after that go meet kat and her friends at E max..

after that majiong spree begins.....

2008-10-02T01:08:00.002+08:00

heyhey......i'm back ffrom batam...the food down there was delicious....after so many days of eating and eatin and eatin...........my tummy had grown bigger.....fell so uneasy after so mani day without going gym and swimming.....i'm going to whack hard tomolo....bought a LV lighter and a belt....the lighter looks damn nice....i'm going batam again!!!!

2008-09-27T01:06:00.002+08:00

HAPPY B'DAY SAM!!!!!just reached hm from work....tomolo have to wake up at 11 for gym...OMG....going out wif sam they all to celebrate his b'day and last day of work for K box.....Goodbye..................reali reali lookin forward for the upcoming oct holiday....it shall be my big day............i have a mission to accomplish...........good luck to me.....

2008-09-25T21:18:00.002+08:00

just finished swimming.........suddenly fell deeply in love wif the waters....i reali like to swim now........but still not that gd...i'm still perfecting my strokes....now have to go to store wif chris....night life begins.................

2008-09-23T19:37:00.003+08:00

one post, before i go into hibernation mode................went kat hse ton ytd, wif ashley, kerner and finn.....watched a movie and the rest was entertainment brought up by kat and ashley....for the whole one hr, if i never remembered wrongly, poor ashley wAs disturbed by kat all the way wif the "BURDEN" thingy.....it was so funni la....me and kerner laughed non-stop.....kat was just so high.....Sooooooooooo HIGH.........lol....after that we took a train to pasir ris.....kerner went hm to change while me and ashley met jerome at the pond...........we started fishin and caught nothing until the fishes were released at around 12pm....WOW...........everybody was like so kiang chiong la........the "peak peroid" where u can easily land a fish or 2 in a few minutes.........but for me today was not excellent but was considered gd......caught a red snapper....i tink ashley also enjoyed it rite???i guess....fightin the fish was great.......more to come ashley..........jin han oso came.....we fished and chitchatted............i took off my t shirt and got sunburned all over my body.body feelin so painful....i spent $80 today....wondered wat i spent on.....i will be broke for the next few days..........i'm just so dead rite now.............nites guys....

2008-09-22T00:17:00.002+08:00

finally the first day leading a normal life, after four days of hell, working from 10 pm to 6am....exhaustion!!!i finally understand why my parents always say working is never fun....it is sooo boring and tiring...i wanna get back to skool.....tuesday might go fishin wif jerome goh...anyone wanna tag along???tomolo going swimming and gym wif jason they all......i should have an early nite then............

2008-09-18T00:49:00.002+08:00

ytd went to sentosa.......played volleyball and freezbie....as usual veri little ppl went....me, ashley, kat, finn, mark, dennis, jin han, gabriel and kerner....but gabriel and kerner overslept.....so ended up onli 6 turned up........we were having great fun throwing seaweed at one another......we were so crazy but it was fun.....i ran into liyong and samuel......they were playing volleyball beside the court we were playing....after that went to vivo to makan....had laska...........we slacked awhile at the rooftop and went hm....played sand bag....woooo....the feeling was great....15mins hardcore punching and kicking can makes one die of exhaustion.....lol............met lynnette and vanessa at bukit panjang, so surprised...............didn expect to see familliar faces here.....they said here machiam malysia.........lol...i agree......today woke up and went to play majiong at melissa hse.....lost 60Cents...wahahhaha....btw sori kat.....couldn attend ur b'day.........i realli have to work.........nites

2008-09-10T19:44:00.002+08:00

just had my dinner, and its posting time....hahaha....went gym wif sora, finn, yap and vin....meet up at TPY....2hrs gym session......trained on my chest and tricep.....headed hm and had dinner....after a round or two of viwawa....should bath and out to work.....first time workin weekday...wonder how will it be like????

2008-09-09T22:40:00.002+08:00

the exams is finally over...........after all hard work, it's finally time for ur to enjoy our fruit of labour....i haven reali have a contending slp past few days....now my eyes is like a panda...and i exhausted rite now....but it haven been quite a while since i last posted so just a short post....i can finally concentrate on my gym sesssion and have fun!!!need to train back my body...i'm gonna include swimming in too....wee~tomolo try to wake up early have to go gym wif vin and sam....working tomolo from 10 to 6am in the morning....SIAN.....btw went gaming wif kerner, jin han,ash,ken and fin just now...had fun.....sorry sam....ps u....never accompany u go gym....we shall gym tomolo....i'm gonna slp....

2008-09-06T21:03:00.002+08:00

Was sick today....didn went to work....was having high fever and flu...more legs feel so weak now...i'm about to collaspe anytime...lol...did abit of studying...found out there's so much more for accounting...concentrate too much on bfd without realising i have forsook my accounting....ARGH...i'm going crazy...there's just so much to study....might be meetin chris later fo a movie.....i need to RELAX..........

2008-09-05T19:48:00.003+08:00

went to catch a movie just now at cine wif sam and yap, watched my sassy girl...it was very touching and yap said he cried....doubt soo....lol...the movie was very romantic too...wonder if in real life, is it the same???lol...after that meet up wif jason and went for a swim...my swimming sux...didn have official lessons before...learnt it myself and from friends....after ten laps of swim, i was panting like nobody's business....swimming is very different from running....whenever i get into the waters, i felt insecure and vulnerable....i'm leaving for work now....BYE

2008-09-04T22:08:00.003+08:00

Today was a short day in skool....start skool at 1 and ended at around 4.....the morning started wif a contending meal at bedok wif kerner, finn, ashley, ken, gabriel and jin han.....aafter that bused to skool and was locked out be mr goh....as usual...lol...after skool, rushed hm to change and went to meet eric, yong heng, yong wei and ken for basketball...shocking that ken came...he's a busy man...u noe....it had been a long time since i last touched basketball....the feeling was nice....after that went hm to have dinner...still stressing over my work stuff...should i work for full time or part time for the coming holiday....if i take up full time, i will onli have a day off every week....that never will be eenough....i need time to accompany my friends....especially yap, sora and sam...long time never go out wif u guys aldy....i'm reali busy and don worry...definately haven forgotton u guys...i'm jsut tooo tooo busy.....shall meet up soon.....

2008-09-03T22:44:00.003+08:00

Just came hm from bbq....everything was fine until the rain came.....found out that we simply cant plan , wat we have to do is just meet up and just do whatever thing we want....there's a pharse saying if u fail to plan, u plan to fail....that's nonsense, whenever we plan, it will rain...we didn plan to fail as we didn fail to plan but in the end we still fail....OMG...i'm so blur wif the plan fail thingy...well ok we shall drop tis subject...i need to study and go gym...mani days never go gym aldy but i want to study.....HOW????bfd 15 chapter plus afd.....i'm going crazy...today finally finish the last ofa test...fare well...but made a slight mistake...humans are not made to be perfect but i just don feel good even that's just a veri small mistake....it's reali hard to be a pefectionist....And it's tiring..................

2008-09-02T20:30:00.003+08:00

Today rite after school, went jogging wif sora...he asked me to accompany him, i didn prepare anything...wore his bermudas, looks so weird la....lol...but the weather was very nice, so windy...when i started jogging, the same old feelin came back...i was like back in the dragonboat training....feels great...after finishing two rounds, it started to rain heavily....did some pull ups and left for hm...i'm reali lookin forward for the upcoming fishing trip....Deepsea Fishing i coming.....wahahahaha...tomolo going to jason hse to bbq...yeah...shall swim tomolo...

2008-09-01T15:18:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was filled with fun and excitement......i went back to work for the ice cream job....it had been a long time since i went back....the feeling was great, not like K box, so bored.......i would be going back again coming december holidays.....this time round i will come back stronger, leading my armies to war.....wahahahahha....this holiday sales target 15, 000...........i have came out wif a scheme to motivate u guys......soon u shall noe, fight hard for our common target........went fishing wif ashley, ken and finn....too bad couldn get jin han, gabriel and ebenzer to go.....we shall have a mass outing soon....we had clean fun yesterday, fishing under the sheares brige.....we took a cab down to the fishing spot....the view was pretty gd and was breezy....we caught two cat fish and a mangrove snapper....after a while we were just too bored...we decided to disturb kat...ken called first but he didn manage to say wat he is supposed to say....so in order to cover up, i sacrifised myself....i called her...after all tink she wasn't convinced rite????wahahahhaa...ken spoilt the fun!!!!lol.....we walk all the way from the ferris wheel to boon keng to eat lor mee, too bad it was closed....so sad finn...shall upload the pics soon....

MORE TIME

2008-08-30T14:26:00.003+08:00

Yesterday right after skool, changed and went to worked....was a long day yesterday....i was sooo tired....Looks like time is never enough for me.....actually planned to study abit coming sunday but my day was aldy fully packed....have to work, go out with my boss and fishing with ashley....OMG...I need more time.........going to gym now alone.....:(

2008-08-29T12:47:00.003+08:00

Went to kat house play majiong two days ago....won $5 and used it to cab down to skool...btw haven wish the following ppl(choon heng, amanda and alicia) HAPPY B"DAY.....we went to the paya lebar air base for RSAF....was so tired, doze off whenever i could.....how i wish i could go hm and lie on my bed....reached skool, bused hm...overslept until toa payoh bus interchange....OMG...i was just too tired....after a struggle. finally reached hm...HOME SWEET HOME!!!!!

2008-08-26T23:09:00.003+08:00

Today went to gym with sam, yap, yu heng and don......we went to bishan gym and actually wanted to go to the bishan active...There's basketball court, soccer court and guess wat......there's even a beach volleyball court....but we didn go at last as it was very late aldy...took a bus hm....enjoy the time spent wif my ex-dragonboat mate, shall go out more often ya.........nites

Bad day

2008-08-25T18:54:00.003+08:00

Today is a very unlucky day, many thing happened....somehow my mood got affected too. I think is reali time for me to learn handling my emotion. I get affected easily by almost every small little thing. Today I went to gym with finn, Vin and kerner...Had a gd pump, but still lack of one last thing..cardio training...gyming alone is just not enough...i slack down alot...neither a swim nor a run...my stamina definitely dropped tremendously...Reali must plan for a run soon....tomolo i will be getting a skipping rope from sam....have to start skipping...can train stamina as well as training my calves and thigh muscles....one stone hit two bird.....Hope i can grow taller too...180cm will be enough....wahahahahahahahha

2008-08-24T23:24:00.006+08:00

DURAINS!!! today as expected, Rainy day.... We went to melissa hse to play majiong again. was quite happy cuz my prediction came true, it rained and we cancel our cycling session...was too lazy to do anything...perhaps just sitting down and playing majiong will be great...We played for one round for around 4hrs, which was quite fast for our standard...Won onli 40cents......PATHETIC....after that took a train down to kovan for dinner(punggol nasi lemak)...we had durains as our desserts....Shiok.........Almost forgotton to thank my blog constructors....Regina and Melissa.....THANKS for ur help...do appreciate it.nites

2008-08-24T23:00:00.003+08:00

2008-08-23T15:45:00.000+08:00

Hi everybody!!! this is my new blog. I'm somehow influence by my friends, almost everybody have a blog. so cannot be outdated, must follow the trend. Well first time blogging, don noe what to write about. shall write about what happened yesterday...Actually i'm supposed to go the jurong east swimming complex with my ex-classmates but sadly one of them fell sick so instead of swimming, we went to play majiong. Wah!! Addicted to majiong..... Coming sunday, we going to cycle at east coast. How about changing it to majiong session??wahahahahha...