Midnight Thoughts

I'm suffering from insomina again. Always having difficulty turing in early. Probably I'm having too much thoughts in my head. Thinking about what's really good for my future and the path that I'm taking. Will it really bring me the things I want in life after I completed my studies. I used to be very entrepreneurial in the past. I have changed a lot since few months back. Previously studying wasn't that important to me but now I have a total different set of thinking. So is this a better change in me?

Only Time will lead me to an answer....Today one of my lecturer actually shared with us some of her worst happenings when she was in the private sector. She assured us that if we want to make big bucks, we are in the right course. She told us that some of the bankers who works in the larger bank can earn an annual bonus of $1.2million excluding their yearly remunuration. That's a lot of money and it's most possible in the banking sector. But as usual there ought to be sacrifices to be made. Like time and health. She told us about an incident where by one of the dealer who suffered from an heart attack, collasped and died on his working desk. And best of all you have to be on stand-by 24/7, even on a sunday night. Everything as usual is fair and square, everytime you gain something, you will lose something.....So what are we willing to give up in exchange to be rich?

School begins..........

Morning came, woke up at 6am and proceed to school. Pretty nervous and excited to see how do my new classmates look like. Reached school at 7.30pm and took like half an hour to find my way to the class. Singapore polytechnic is like so BIIG..........
First to reach the class, classmates came later on. At first i was worried that they are all nerds, but turn out to be alright. All of them are warm and outgoing. It's a fun class and we will be playing basketball together tomorrow.

Polytechic is so stressful.....Is like so competitive, my classmate asked me out for revision and it's like only the first day. And everyting is like so tedious, from registation to configuration of laptop to getting my Ez link card done. Hopefully everything will settle down and i will adapt to poly life.

Anyway yesterday fishing trip was so exciting and rewarding. We landed quite a number of fishes and best of all, everybody caught a fish except for Eben. As usual everytime the more experience one will either land a fish later then the newbies or land nothing. Is a curse? Sometimes, things just can't be explained. Anyway guys thank you for making this trip such a sucess, especially gabriel for not flying areoplane again. Hope you guys enjoyed the trip and we shall start our brand new life. Meet up again on graduation day, please be present.............

SINGAPORE POLY I'M COMING..........

Final results is out, I'm in singapore polytechnic. Monday have to go collect the enrollment package. Have to take off on monday as it's compulsory. Anyway I have two of my ex-classmate tagging along with me. Regina and veronica are coming with me....

These few days sales have been quite constant. Hitting my target for the past week, hopefully I can maintain it till the middle of the month for a fat pay check. Monday have to take off, feeling so reluctant. And the mail I received, stated that thursday is the registration day so I might have to take off again. I just don't want to get distracted.

POlY begins on the 19th of april, lots and lots of things to be done and bought. New clothes, new shoes, new bag and hopefully a new image. Got to prepare my things, heading out to town....Lights out.